lethargic

There comes a point in a relationship when you just get tired of them.

I mean, new and exciting things come along and you just want to grab that instead of staying in something destructive and familiar.

If I catch you cheating on me, in bed with writhing sheets, chasing after some girl, I'll tell you now, I will be hurt but I won't be sorry because I will jump at the chance to cheat on you just the same.

new moon

No one reads this, so I won't promise self-censorship. Here's post number one.

People keep tabs on other people, no matter how much we say some things we do are unconditional.

So, if, at the end of this relationship, I would ask you to refund several years of my life or everything I've spent for you, here it is.

Bus fares home P3,500 and counting (not inclusive of bus rides back)
Pills and condoms P2,500
Meals (home) P3,000
Cards P 300
Gifts P5,700 and counting
Meals (out) P2,500
Miscellaneous P 500
(cab fares, fares I gave you when you had no money, etc.)

So all in all, you will owe me P18,000, and a portion of my sanity.